Sundays With Tom
Tom picks at the sleeve on his decaf like it’s blistered
skin on a fresh burn.
Unconscious, this tick of his. He fought in Vietnam and
still goes back.
On different records far from here, we don’t speak to each
other much.
Arizona won, Arizona lost, whatever. In my head Blind Willie
McTell plays
a song I once covered at The Hut. In Tom’s head who knows.
He watches his alcoholic twin work mad push-ups in the lot.
How the church crowd, the cyclists, the dog enthusiasts miss
him
I’ll never know. Some days Tom says that drunk holds on and
won’t let go.
He cannot leave the house. A big woman in a Sunday dress
strolls by. I think
“Savannah Mama” or “Love Makin’ Mama” would feel so good
along my Gretsch.
Tom’s eyelids flutter rat-a-tat-tat
rat-a-tat-tat, and he’s gone. It’s a twitch
he suffers when early services let out, and Le Buzz picks up
its pace.
To me Jesus is just a smarter Santa Claus. When Tom tells me
he saw Jesus
I believe he knows the truth. When the grinder begins to roar
his eyes go tight as trip wire. Whatever he sees, I wonder
if it’s a trap.
Nice morning, Tom
says. Wherever he goes, I grow easy when he comes back.


